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Wow I can’t believe I’ve spent the last five million months not…updating this. Whatever, I guess now’s a better time than before. Well, not really. I’ve been in the habit of keeping a “journal” since like…february, which is probably one, if not of the many, reasons that I haven’t posted. Whatever. Let’s talk about my life.

For the past couple of…days, I’ve been sleeping at 2am because I’ve been catching up on manga to the max. But I really do have to start working on this college application shit. I’ve gotten one essay done, but I haven’t done the…twenty million other essays I have left. Grrr stupid creativity intellectual crap or whatever. But yeah…I think I’ll write something about Andrew Carnegie for the person that inspires me. Because really seriously, he does inspire me. So yeah. Gooooood story.

Maybe I didn’t come back to this for a while because I was so preoccupied sending emails to Horace? Haha because ranting to Horace is the bestttttt thing ever. Well not really. Ugh I wish I was in a foreign country. Well, twelve days left until Japan, eh? =D Also twelve days left until Big Bang’s new album holyyyyyy shit I am SO EXCITED. Like I can’t even contain my excitement. *anticipation*

Possibly the other reason I didn’t update was ’cause I didn’t read anyone else’s blogs for a while…and today I just got around to reading sam’s and kevhsu’s (whom I didn’t even know had a blog but whatever). Haha why do I associate so well with guys? Who knows. Like I have my share of female friends, too, but…well whatever. It must be because I have no attraction towards anyone in Holmdel our grade so I don’t communicate well with people who HAVE to like someone otherwise they will DIE. Well, not really. omfg Big Bang.

Let’s see, what have I done today?

I FINALLY freaking finished my stupid gay-ass website for Management…which is the stupidest, gay-ass class EVER. Well, it’s not that bad; it’s just like…common sense to the max. Like, “How do you make a decision? HERE ARE SOME STEPS FOR DECISION MAKING GUYS. AND DID YOU KNOW THAT PLANNING IS REALLY IMPORTANT?! LOL” no shit sherlock. Although now I have a paper due next Monday (the 28th) on Purgatory and Paradise in Dante’s Divine Comedy. Which, by the way, is REALLY interesting. Like Christian theology and all that shizz. It’s stuff that like, I’ve always wanted to read and understand, just that it’s kind of awkward asking anyone about how it works. Good thing there’s good ol’ Boethius and his Consolation of Philosophy! Which is such a gay book. Ugh. But wow Dante is totally the man. So crazy symbolism and stuff.

I was planning on writing about how Purgatorio and Paradiso both have strong images of flight and wings, considering that Dante Alighieri is, literally, the “wing bearer.” However, I have yet to finish Paradiso; I still have 28 cantos left zzz. I also have to start reviewing for the damn final, which will be a bitch. I can just feel the bitchiness already, and it’s still 10 days away. Gaugh.

Hopefully I’ll start writing in this more instead of…reading manga 24/7. Because seriously, that’s all I do anymore. It sucks, because it’s not even productive. At least this blog would kind of…emphasize my productivity or writing skills or SOMETHING so at least I could get STARTED with my stupid, freaking ESSAYS. Actually, I think it’s the psychology behind opening Microsoft Word. It’s a bitch, and every time I see it I don’t feel like working anymore. THEREFORE I’ll probably just write all my college essays on this blog lawwwwwwwwlllllllllll. No it isn’t a lawl moment, but that’s okay.

brb while I go do stuff and come back and maybe HOPEFULLY write a Carnegie essay. I mean, ’cause we’ve already written like 2039409329423 essays on history, so this’ll probably be a piece of cake. Mmm cake. Mmm mocha chocolate cream cake. Mmm.

Aughhh I was just kidding about brb because I have to rant about how I kind of miss Holmdel right now. Like I KNOW no one is THERE right now. Well, at least the people that I NORMALLY (and I emphasize normally as in like three or four people) hang out with. “My bests <3″ as the facebook photo albums put it. Haaaaah I am totally jk. But I really do miss being with people around whom I can…act like completely normal and fangirl about Big Bang and bitch about college and schoolwork and stuff. I mean okay, I do all of that stuff in emails to Horace and the occasional AIM chat with Gerg, but it’s not the same unless it’s in person! Hmmm I really kind of want to go back and start painting again. Because seriously, painting murals for Westrol is GOOD TIMES. It’s so simple, ’cause there are only like three colors we use, unlike the bitch bitch Italian mural which took Niti and I like twenty million years to finish!!! lawlawlawlawlawl whatever. Ugh I also miss hanging out with Frank and her…very random ferkalehnsing which is so amusing because she doesn’t realize when I’m making fun of her. Which is all good and well.

There’s no need to have private posts on here unless it’s about fangirling T_T

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