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lack of manga

Haven’t read manga in  more than a week because I’ve been distracted.

I feel like I have a lot of shit to do today but I can’t really figure out what.

-type physics
-finish stat
-project grad meeting (7pm…I’ve missed the last two, whoops)
-ap physics review
-psych outlining
-italian studying
-econ essay studying

awwwww damnit it’s all stupid, time-consuming stuff, too…

I need to get a new thumbdrive. Gah. Can’t work on this lit mag shit until I do.

I pulled my groin…again. Goddamn Bacchetta, goading me into trying more than I actually do in falcon football. And I do try. He’s just bitch enough to yell at me for ducking when I don’t want to look like a fucking man and get hit in the face with a football that the guy behind me’s going to catch anyway. I do try in gym, too. Goddamnitttttttttt

Yar.

Submitted my SIR to Cal! =D

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stress

Between college and prom, I’m getting kind of stressed.

I’m not exactly quite sure what to do with this stress, either. I can’t paint, because I’m done with that shit.

Hm maybe this is a sign that I have to hit the books. Homework,  I mean. I think it’d be nice to study a little bit to get my mind off life right now.

Regardless, it’s loads of fun being all gossipy and shit with prama. ‘Cause it’s prama.

Hopefully I’ll go with someone. Hahahah the future looks bleak but I’ll ask again after all this college shit, aka next week. Just to make sure.

The bad thing about prom is that it’s screwing with my feelings a lot and I’ve become very like ASDLFKJWLKEJKRJE DICTATOR shit. Yeah I don’t think I like anyone that way. At least today.

Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll this has been a vague post.

BIG BANG + 21 = LOLLIPOP?!?!?!?! asldkfjlwekjff this song is SO good. It’s Big Bang PLUS REPETITION!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY KOREAN SONG CRAZE OF 2009~~~~ besides TOP is absolutely amazing. And GD has his hair crimped like wtf hahahahahaha.

Yay the fact that I mentioned big bang in a post is a sign that I get to use the tag “g-dragon is the hottest guy ever second only to top” again!!!! It’s been a while since I’ve used that one. lawlawlawlawlawl. Eeeeeeek I love TOP’s hair in this commercial because it’s the same as it was in Uhm Jung Hwa’s D.I.S.C.O which is SO HOT. Like ohhhhhhhh my goddddddddd.

Yeah I’ve missed fangirling. A lot. Time to get into the mode agaaaaaainnnnnnnnnnnnn

excessive use of repetition of consonantssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

I realized yesterday that I have been able to triple jump for the longest time, just that my energy has been put in the wrong place for my jump. So now I feel like I can jump 30 consistently even without trying. ‘Cause I can jump like 26 from just jogging, which is fucking sweet. =DDDDDD

BYE TIM….iloveyou

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Good

I finished my Pygmalion paper at around 12:30, which was good timing for me. Went straight to sleep after that and slept like a log for six hours.

Woke up ridiculously tired this morning. However, overall I had a very satisfying day; Horace, Dave and I (and Kathy, to some extent) made jokes in Econ the entire period by drawing in Horace’s APE. Every time Motz made a joke, Horace and I took that as our cue to burst out laughing because our sides (or at least my sides) hurt from shaking with laughter. I think we were all a litle tired from the research paper.

Best news ever today was that Whitten won’t be here for the rest of the week because her grandchild is getting born (yay!) and she’s going down to DC to wait. Oh, I am so happy. So, so happy.

I don’t understand why I don’t like her so much. Well, I do, but I’ve never felt odiousness for any teacher, let alone a teacher for English. Maybe it’s the amount of work she gives? McDonald gave a ton of work, but it was useful work, because we actually would go over it and she would write constructive comments. Whitten gives me a 42 out of 50 and tells me to change my writing style. My style is fine as it is.

It’s not that I’m just being stubborn, either; I really do like my writing style, and it’s perfectly clear, unlike what she may think. According to her, my style renders the text imprecise, and by  changing it I can convey my ideas better. Well, considering I didn’t want to waste paper, I confined my answers to one page. I used enough words for me to be able to look at my responses and relay them to my discussion group, to be clear to myself. I wrote down clear quotes that I could build upon if I needed to write a full-blown essay on any one thing. I’m not going to waste time writing explanations if it’s just a homework assignment, and I’m going to build on it through discussion anyway. Which I did. And she gave me a 40 out of 50.

I did put effort into the assignment. It’s not like I BSed it. I just put down key points that required little elaboration, and she accuses me of not being clear enough.

I don’t care that I got a 42 out of 50; it’s that my style was the reason for my 8 points off that irritated me. I can write. She knows I can write.

Maybe I’m bitching about this because I’m a 3rd MP senior and I can’t take criticism like I used to, because I think I’m close to perfect and ready for college. Or maybe the whit is not as passive as she makes herself out to be. Which she doesn’t.

Regardless, idk why I was kind of pissed at the assignment in general. It’s not like she took off half credit.

…she insulted my style in an effort to improve it.

Enough about that class…I care enough to not completely BS the entire thing, but I don’t even know what she grades anymore.

I love 2PM. Like…they’re nothing compared to Big Bang, but they’re so…awesome I can’t take it. Taecyeon is by far my favorite right now; he speaks ENGLISH! Yee!!! So does Jae Beom, and he is seriously black but not really but he lived in Seattle. Woot. Woo Young is probs my favorite Korean Korean member, because he’s so LOL in the 10 points out of 10 video. Which I have watched almost as many times as Haru Haru. I can’t wait for them to release their new single…IN DECEMBER. GAHHH FUCK.

I also found Super Junior’s comeback song “Sorry Sorry” quite catchy but the rabidness of ELFs (SuJu fans) repulsed me. Besides, there are 13 freaking people. It’s a colony.

TOP’s family was rated the best looking family in the Korean celebrity world of today. Yay. His sister is really hot, though. Yes that was not a creepy statement.

I have AIME tomorrow. It’ll be good time, because idk what I’ll be doing. Hahahaha I got 3 out of 15 questions. The good thing is, I’m pretty good at the geometry questions so I guess I’ll just focus on those.

I’m kind of giddy about getting the rest of my college decisions back now, since I know I can go to perfectly good schools even if I don’t get into Harvard and Yale and the like. Although UC Berkeley would be freaking awesome. I want Horace to get into a good school, too.

Thinking about prom but still haven’t decided when’s the right time to ask. Because prom IS in three months. That is quite a while. Maybe April.

Holmdel drama is loldel drama. Especially when it doesn’t concern me and when it is Asian drama.

The hurdling juniors need to stop acting like they’re badass and ignoring the rest of the group when stretching and doing drills  because they’re just looking like people who just disrespect. And that ain’t cool. Plus it makes them look like bitches and hoes.

Kev’s video was rather funny after I got the general gist of where it was going.

I’m just writing until I get enough inspiration to finish my poem for Lit Mag. Haha I am such a procrastinator.

I need to find some time to make a rough sketch of what I’m painting for Mrs. Butler. I also need to lose these five (or eight?) pounds that I still have from winter break. God fucking dammit. I know it’s all fat, too.

Wow now I feel kind of depressed. Dumb Whitten.

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whitten

Fucking pygmalion paper can go die in a hole

Running on four hours of sleep for very good reasons…including talking to horace and greg about life in general and how fucked up the three of us are in various ways.

Surprised to find that I am faster than I was in sophomore year, which was the last time I raced. This is good; means that I’ll get some running in this season instead of only doing triple jump, although I love TJ immensely.

I have done a shitload of homework this weekend. I am commending myself.

Still have econ articles to do. GAH. *pine!mope*

iPhoto kills my computer. I need to find a new way to transfer shit because like…my computer dies whenever it turns on. rather sad. oh nvm I just found out that the only reason that happens is because I had a hugeass WG avi on my sd card so it would just kill everything in general. Everything’s good now. yay.

Back to Whitten.

I have no idea how I’m going to sleep at an appropriate hour today; I also have to do some stuff for Indian Hill’s career day (painting?) and the freaking ECO flyer. Gah.

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la dee da. again.

Had a long talk with Greg yesterday (not one of our marathon chats, but a comfortable 2 hours) about his life and my life and a bunch of bitching and complaining along the way. Yay stress.

I mean, it’s not like I don’t have senioritis or anything, I just feel like I’m working probably as hard as I did before midterms, just with less worry about grades. Although grades still do count very much because I am a grade-grabber. …to an extent.

Okay I need to learn how to do well in Econ because seriously, a B on my econ mp2 midterm report probably kills my chances of getting into ivies. >=0 goddamnit, hate being paranoid and schools being paranoid as well. Like I bombed…one test. dslalskdjflsdfs. and I got a 98 on the final? Yeah wtf I don’t even know.

In other news, I finally watched Afro Samurai: Resurrection. It was really weird for like the first five minutes because I didn’t know the storyline and there was basically blood everywhere (think: Kill Bill) and all the characters were in gray under a blue sky, but then it got really good so I’m satisfied. It was a good movie, and the soundtrack was killer amazing. Now to watch the anime, if it’s subbed or something. Teehee. Although I still have to finish Shibatora AND Proposal Daisakusen. It’s not like I don’t like either one of the two jdramas, it’s just that I’m not in the mood to watch dramas on a computer. lawl.

Yeah I need to start watching the office. cue Niti (wow for some reason I wrote ‘queue,’ couldn’t figure out why it was wrong, then had to look it up in a dictionary).

Basketball season is almost over, although I can’t make the last two games because of (1) IHS pasta dinner (GO DAMNIT, GO) and (2) work business. The latter because Mary was like, “You have to be there at the club next Saturday because of the USTA tournament that I’m doing” so I was like okay chill I just won’t go to Mater Dei then.

I’m excited for the pasta dinner, but I have to sell my tickets (goddamnit) and other shit. er I mean pickup. ‘Cause I have to basically drive around Wednesday and Thursday with Kealy and get all this food and shit.

Favorite song right now? Soulja Boy, Kiss Me Thru the Phone. Eeek it is so good, but it’s only 3:13…damn.

Second favorite song right now? Seung Ri, Strong Baby. I have no idea why I like it so much now, considering I hated its guts when it was first released on Big Bang’s 2nd album, Remember.

Funny thing happened last week. Allen was talking about how he can’t read comic books:
Allen: Yeah so I can’t read comics of any time. I don’t know, like even reading anime is like…
Paco: *quietly* manga. You read manga.
Allen: I had some bad experiences reading anime books-
Paco: It’s manga. You read manga. You watch anime.
Allen: And I don’t understand, really, how people read anime books-
Paco: *explodes* You don’t READ anime, you WATCH anime. YOU READ MANGA!!!!!!
Allen: *taken aback* Whoa, okay, there, Lisa…manga books.
Paco: zzzzzz that’s redundant zzzzz

It was rather lol because all the asians in the class wanted to blurt out that you don’t read anime. Sigh, ignorant non-nerds. =|

Okay I have to go do something productive now…like READ NARNIA!!! I’m on the fifth book out of seven! Next I have to read Seeing Redd, the second book in the Looking Glass Wars series. It is so damn good.

SHIT LIT MAG’S DUE ON MARCH 13TH AND I TOTALLY HAVEN’T STARTED ANYTHING FOR SUBMISSION. GODDAMNIT.

Hm I should lose a couple of pounds before track season starts, otherwise I’m going to trip over and die on Triple Jump. Sigh.

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SHIT

HATE SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH IT

E.G., THE RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF SHIT CONCERNING SAB AND ENGLISH HOMEWORK THAT SHE ISN’T EVEN GOING TO GRADE NOR IS SHE GOING TO RETURN

OR ITALIAN AUTOBIOGRAPHIES THAT SUDDENLY SPRING ON ME LIKE SIMPLE HARMONIC MOTION, OSCILLATING AND WHACKING ME IN THE FACE.

ACK PHYSICS!

I CAN’T BELIEVE I HAVE LIKE AN 89.5 IN PSYCH…WTF IDK EITHER

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omfg I really have to finish these UC essays. They’re killing me. I mean I spent like four days on one and I have totally only finished…half of it. Ugh wtf. I have SUCH bad procrastination with this app T__T I guess I’ll just make the first essay super pro and then the second one like eh. Probably going to go with the 750 word limit for one and 250 for the other.

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君に届け: Kimi ni todoke, Reaching You

Kimi ni todoke is the CUTEST SHOUJO MANGA I HAVE EVER READ.

君に届け (好想告訴你, Kimi ni todoke, Reaching You) – Chinese Scanlation Site
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talking about my weekend, all the while neglecting my homework

So I spent basically the entire weekend at Shrewsbury. Working.

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DBSK? Big Bang?

Since there have been so many comments about DBSK sweeping all of the end of the year awards ever since their comeback like…three days ago, I guess I might as well address this issue instead of doing college essays (godDAMNIT).

From what I’ve read on allkpop.com and popseoul.com…

Big Bang fan: Go BB. DBSK is overrated. They’re pretty boys. They don’t even compose their own songs. Not my type of music.

DBSK fan: What the hell?! DBSK can actually sing! All Big Bang members are ugly as fuck. And DBSK has difficult choreography, while BB dances are too simple. The only thing BB has is catchy hits. That’s it; they have no vocal range, charisma, maturity, sense of fashion, unity, etc.

Neutral bystander: DBSK’s been around for five years, and casseopians are insane. VIPs, on the other hand, need to get their game on. netizens are hardcore.

imo Big Bang – might I say it? – is going to lose. It’s not even a freaking contest, but everyone’s making it into one. What I don’t like is how DBSK casseopians insist that just because DBSK is going to win, that automatically implies that Big Bang sucks at life and should go die in a ditch.

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