I love Big Bang. I am anxiously waiting for G-Dragon’s solo debut. I hope they perform on stage soon.
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I love Big Bang. I am anxiously waiting for G-Dragon’s solo debut. I hope they perform on stage soon.
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I need to get on this physics homework, stat.
I’ve been so tired these past two days; but I have a gchat boycott up so I’m going to keep that and continue to be productive until friday.
yup. other than that, I still haven’t read any manga. I’ve even neglected Big Bang a little. I still check popseoul and bbwordpress, but it’s NOT THE SAME.
Hahahaha I need to get a life if getting a boyfriend gets me distracted from everything else I do.
PB of 32′ 6″ in Triple Jump to place in finals of Lions, sucked at that but that’s okay. SJV meet today, thought I got first with my jump of 31′ 9.5″ but this SJV girl got 32 something so I lost by a mile ahahaha. Or at least almost a foot. Yeah I need to get working on that.
I have to continue to lose weight! I’ve even lost interest in eating a lot at one sitting (the only reason why I gained back some weight was because I ate out on Saturday: thai food lolololol), so hopefully that’ll help me get in shape for prom, california, etc.
I have to get started on Lit Mag editing…maybe I’ll have time tomorrow since I won’t be doing anything after-school except hanging out with Horace. again. hahahahahaha.
Bell called Horace and me the Power Couple. Apparently Obama and his wife are a power couple; so are Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt. He was like, “A Power Couple is a couple that a lot of people look up to; they’re really out there, and people want to be like them.” Plus everyone says we’re cute together so it’s great.
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yeah I need a life. This entire post was about Horace. goddammit.
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I go to wordpress.com and the “Hawt Post” of the moment is from bigbangfansite…xD love it.
Spring break! Finally. Although I feel it really won’t be any different from usual, just because I have such a bad case of senioritis. It’s true. Well it’s not super bad but it is still bad.
College business! Probably going to Berkeley, even though I got wait lists on Harvard and Yale. Don’t really want to go to either of them. Nor do I want to go to Caltech. Well, I guess we’ll see after my visit to Berkeley Easter Weekend.
Motz caught me with my cell phone today. In the hallway. He followed me for like a minute before I noticed, then he was like “that should be off.” Haha awkward. Whoops.
Lollipop MV came out. Very cool.
Okay I can’t think of anything else.
Spring Break! equals AP studying and jumping time.
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Between college and prom, I’m getting kind of stressed.
I’m not exactly quite sure what to do with this stress, either. I can’t paint, because I’m done with that shit.
Hm maybe this is a sign that I have to hit the books. Homework, I mean. I think it’d be nice to study a little bit to get my mind off life right now.
Regardless, it’s loads of fun being all gossipy and shit with prama. ‘Cause it’s prama.
Hopefully I’ll go with someone. Hahahah the future looks bleak but I’ll ask again after all this college shit, aka next week. Just to make sure.
The bad thing about prom is that it’s screwing with my feelings a lot and I’ve become very like ASDLFKJWLKEJKRJE DICTATOR shit. Yeah I don’t think I like anyone that way. At least today.
Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll this has been a vague post.
BIG BANG + 21 = LOLLIPOP?!?!?!?! asldkfjlwekjff this song is SO good. It’s Big Bang PLUS REPETITION!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY KOREAN SONG CRAZE OF 2009~~~~ besides TOP is absolutely amazing. And GD has his hair crimped like wtf hahahahahaha.
Yay the fact that I mentioned big bang in a post is a sign that I get to use the tag “g-dragon is the hottest guy ever second only to top” again!!!! It’s been a while since I’ve used that one. lawlawlawlawlawl. Eeeeeeek I love TOP’s hair in this commercial because it’s the same as it was in Uhm Jung Hwa’s D.I.S.C.O which is SO HOT. Like ohhhhhhhh my goddddddddd.
Yeah I’ve missed fangirling. A lot. Time to get into the mode agaaaaaainnnnnnnnnnnnn
excessive use of repetition of consonantssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
I realized yesterday that I have been able to triple jump for the longest time, just that my energy has been put in the wrong place for my jump. So now I feel like I can jump 30 consistently even without trying. ‘Cause I can jump like 26 from just jogging, which is fucking sweet. =DDDDDD
BYE TIM….iloveyou
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Trying to help others resolve their problems is difficult. It makes me feel like an uncaring and overbearing but very practical bitch.
In any case everything has its roots in fanfiction.
EEEEEEK G-DRAGON IS FEATURING IN W-INDS. NEW SINGLE MAY 13TH EEEE I HOPE HE RAPS IN JAPANESE EEEEEEEEE
AND I CAN’T WAIT TO WATCH SEUNG RI’S MOVIE BECAUSE HE LOOKS REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE AS A SOCCER PLAYER EEEEEEE
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I finished my Pygmalion paper at around 12:30, which was good timing for me. Went straight to sleep after that and slept like a log for six hours.
Woke up ridiculously tired this morning. However, overall I had a very satisfying day; Horace, Dave and I (and Kathy, to some extent) made jokes in Econ the entire period by drawing in Horace’s APE. Every time Motz made a joke, Horace and I took that as our cue to burst out laughing because our sides (or at least my sides) hurt from shaking with laughter. I think we were all a litle tired from the research paper.
Best news ever today was that Whitten won’t be here for the rest of the week because her grandchild is getting born (yay!) and she’s going down to DC to wait. Oh, I am so happy. So, so happy.
I don’t understand why I don’t like her so much. Well, I do, but I’ve never felt odiousness for any teacher, let alone a teacher for English. Maybe it’s the amount of work she gives? McDonald gave a ton of work, but it was useful work, because we actually would go over it and she would write constructive comments. Whitten gives me a 42 out of 50 and tells me to change my writing style. My style is fine as it is.
It’s not that I’m just being stubborn, either; I really do like my writing style, and it’s perfectly clear, unlike what she may think. According to her, my style renders the text imprecise, and by changing it I can convey my ideas better. Well, considering I didn’t want to waste paper, I confined my answers to one page. I used enough words for me to be able to look at my responses and relay them to my discussion group, to be clear to myself. I wrote down clear quotes that I could build upon if I needed to write a full-blown essay on any one thing. I’m not going to waste time writing explanations if it’s just a homework assignment, and I’m going to build on it through discussion anyway. Which I did. And she gave me a 40 out of 50.
I did put effort into the assignment. It’s not like I BSed it. I just put down key points that required little elaboration, and she accuses me of not being clear enough.
I don’t care that I got a 42 out of 50; it’s that my style was the reason for my 8 points off that irritated me. I can write. She knows I can write.
Maybe I’m bitching about this because I’m a 3rd MP senior and I can’t take criticism like I used to, because I think I’m close to perfect and ready for college. Or maybe the whit is not as passive as she makes herself out to be. Which she doesn’t.
Regardless, idk why I was kind of pissed at the assignment in general. It’s not like she took off half credit.
…she insulted my style in an effort to improve it.
Enough about that class…I care enough to not completely BS the entire thing, but I don’t even know what she grades anymore.
I love 2PM. Like…they’re nothing compared to Big Bang, but they’re so…awesome I can’t take it. Taecyeon is by far my favorite right now; he speaks ENGLISH! Yee!!! So does Jae Beom, and he is seriously black but not really but he lived in Seattle. Woot. Woo Young is probs my favorite Korean Korean member, because he’s so LOL in the 10 points out of 10 video. Which I have watched almost as many times as Haru Haru. I can’t wait for them to release their new single…IN DECEMBER. GAHHH FUCK.
I also found Super Junior’s comeback song “Sorry Sorry” quite catchy but the rabidness of ELFs (SuJu fans) repulsed me. Besides, there are 13 freaking people. It’s a colony.
TOP’s family was rated the best looking family in the Korean celebrity world of today. Yay. His sister is really hot, though. Yes that was not a creepy statement.
I have AIME tomorrow. It’ll be good time, because idk what I’ll be doing. Hahahaha I got 3 out of 15 questions. The good thing is, I’m pretty good at the geometry questions so I guess I’ll just focus on those.
I’m kind of giddy about getting the rest of my college decisions back now, since I know I can go to perfectly good schools even if I don’t get into Harvard and Yale and the like. Although UC Berkeley would be freaking awesome. I want Horace to get into a good school, too.
Thinking about prom but still haven’t decided when’s the right time to ask. Because prom IS in three months. That is quite a while. Maybe April.
Holmdel drama is loldel drama. Especially when it doesn’t concern me and when it is Asian drama.
The hurdling juniors need to stop acting like they’re badass and ignoring the rest of the group when stretching and doing drills because they’re just looking like people who just disrespect. And that ain’t cool. Plus it makes them look like bitches and hoes.
Kev’s video was rather funny after I got the general gist of where it was going.
I’m just writing until I get enough inspiration to finish my poem for Lit Mag. Haha I am such a procrastinator.
I need to find some time to make a rough sketch of what I’m painting for Mrs. Butler. I also need to lose these five (or eight?) pounds that I still have from winter break. God fucking dammit. I know it’s all fat, too.
Wow now I feel kind of depressed. Dumb Whitten.
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So. Amazing.
I must download JYP’s discography.
So Hee can dance.
Sun Ye can sing.
Yoobin is complete awesome.
I love 2PM. All of them.
Autographed 2PM cd + WG t-shirt + WG poster + JYP Entertainment laptop case (okay..I got that only because I NEEDED the 2PM cd that came with it)
I waste so much money.
I have to crunch down on savings for college.
…or for when Big Bang comes to America (or when I go to Korea).
Whenever that is.
=D
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1. sleep (Friday 9pm – Saturday 6:30am, Sunday 12:30-9:30am)
2. Harvard interview (Friday 3:30-5pm)
3. draw (Friday 5:40-6:40pm)
4. youtube DBSK videos (Friday 7-8pm)
5. read death note fanfiction (Friday 8-9pm, Saturday 8pm – Sunday 12:30am)
6. work (Saturday 11am-4pm, Sunday 12-4pm)
7. play tennis (Saturday 7-8am, 4-6pm)
8. do homework
9. watch Family Outing episodes (Sunday 4-6pm)
10. download, organize, burn music (Sunday 6:30-8pm)
12. write this useless blog post (Sunday 9:15-9:30pm)
The Presidential Scholar application is totally due on Thursday at 5pm (which means I have to finish it on Wednesday, given I can’t get home on Thursday before 5, and I should get all my first drafts done by tomorrow so Rose can have a look at them) and this week looks like another hell week in terms of schoolwork, homework, and afterschool activities aka tutoring.
Ack.
In other news, I got into my first college, UC Irvine!!! This means that I will NOT be going to Brookdale, contrary to my stat class’s popular belief. Thank goodness. I feel much more relieved now that I know that at least my UC app was submitted corrrectly.
While I was on my DBSK youtube spree starting on Thursday and ending on Friday, I found DBSK’s entire Korean discography on my hard drive. Yunho was really really hot until I realized that from a certain angle he looked like Keith Lin, which just made me really disturbed. It’s okay; he’s still hot, just not so much anymore. Good time.
I am dreadfully sick.
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Had a long talk with Greg yesterday (not one of our marathon chats, but a comfortable 2 hours) about his life and my life and a bunch of bitching and complaining along the way. Yay stress.
I mean, it’s not like I don’t have senioritis or anything, I just feel like I’m working probably as hard as I did before midterms, just with less worry about grades. Although grades still do count very much because I am a grade-grabber. …to an extent.
Okay I need to learn how to do well in Econ because seriously, a B on my econ mp2 midterm report probably kills my chances of getting into ivies. >=0 goddamnit, hate being paranoid and schools being paranoid as well. Like I bombed…one test. dslalskdjflsdfs. and I got a 98 on the final? Yeah wtf I don’t even know.
In other news, I finally watched Afro Samurai: Resurrection. It was really weird for like the first five minutes because I didn’t know the storyline and there was basically blood everywhere (think: Kill Bill) and all the characters were in gray under a blue sky, but then it got really good so I’m satisfied. It was a good movie, and the soundtrack was killer amazing. Now to watch the anime, if it’s subbed or something. Teehee. Although I still have to finish Shibatora AND Proposal Daisakusen. It’s not like I don’t like either one of the two jdramas, it’s just that I’m not in the mood to watch dramas on a computer. lawl.
Yeah I need to start watching the office. cue Niti (wow for some reason I wrote ‘queue,’ couldn’t figure out why it was wrong, then had to look it up in a dictionary).
Basketball season is almost over, although I can’t make the last two games because of (1) IHS pasta dinner (GO DAMNIT, GO) and (2) work business. The latter because Mary was like, “You have to be there at the club next Saturday because of the USTA tournament that I’m doing” so I was like okay chill I just won’t go to Mater Dei then.
I’m excited for the pasta dinner, but I have to sell my tickets (goddamnit) and other shit. er I mean pickup. ‘Cause I have to basically drive around Wednesday and Thursday with Kealy and get all this food and shit.
Favorite song right now? Soulja Boy, Kiss Me Thru the Phone. Eeek it is so good, but it’s only 3:13…damn.
Second favorite song right now? Seung Ri, Strong Baby. I have no idea why I like it so much now, considering I hated its guts when it was first released on Big Bang’s 2nd album, Remember.
Funny thing happened last week. Allen was talking about how he can’t read comic books:
Allen: Yeah so I can’t read comics of any time. I don’t know, like even reading anime is like…
Paco: *quietly* manga. You read manga.
Allen: I had some bad experiences reading anime books-
Paco: It’s manga. You read manga. You watch anime.
Allen: And I don’t understand, really, how people read anime books-
Paco: *explodes* You don’t READ anime, you WATCH anime. YOU READ MANGA!!!!!!
Allen: *taken aback* Whoa, okay, there, Lisa…manga books.
Paco: zzzzzz that’s redundant zzzzz
It was rather lol because all the asians in the class wanted to blurt out that you don’t read anime. Sigh, ignorant non-nerds. =|
Okay I have to go do something productive now…like READ NARNIA!!! I’m on the fifth book out of seven! Next I have to read Seeing Redd, the second book in the Looking Glass Wars series. It is so damn good.
SHIT LIT MAG’S DUE ON MARCH 13TH AND I TOTALLY HAVEN’T STARTED ANYTHING FOR SUBMISSION. GODDAMNIT.
Hm I should lose a couple of pounds before track season starts, otherwise I’m going to trip over and die on Triple Jump. Sigh.
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So I decided to start actually writing down journal entries…instead of blogging. Yeah that failed completely. I guess I might as well; when I’m eighty and dying, it’s probably easier to read a book than to go on the Internet, which might be obsolete by then.
Procrastinating on my essays! Because I got deferred from Penn. Nothing I can do about it, but it still pisses me off a little. I still have like 3.5 left to write and edit and finalize, then I’m done. The rest of my colleges seem pretty good; all my short answers are decent, and the caltech essays are the only ones being frickin annoying. Like, the Stanford one I just can’t bring myself to write, and the Cornell one I’m procrastinating until I finish all of my other ones (because I decided to apply to Cornell on a whimsical note…yeah idek).
I downloaded a bunch of like random crazy anime movies and jdramas and live action movies that I plan to watch over winter break. Plan to. Actually, at the rate I’m going with my college essays, I should be done with them by Friday (no lie, seriously) then I can send them out over the weekend and be DONE WITH THEM, fucking shits. Sorry; that profanity was unwarranted.
Then after that I can go hang out at Greg’s house every day, after I complete my anime/jdrama/movie sprees. I mean I obviously re-discovered FLCL so I have to watch it. Have to. I also d/l-ed ergo proxy (the manglobe effect) and samurai champloo, so I have to watch those. Well, samurai champloo not so much, because I love that series to death and I’ve watched it more than twice. All the way through.
My christmas presents sucked. Like I feel guilty now because they suck so bad. aslkdfsldkem. Like I’m working now so I have money, but I’m not even using it ’cause I’m saving it for college spending money. How is Christmas in like friggin three days and we still have this school business going on? We’re not even doing anything anymore.
Goals for break:
MON. 12/22: Finish (at least) Caltech prank essay, get 75-80% through Stanford-specific essay.
TUES. 12/23: Finish Stanford-specific essay, do Caltech engineering essay (4 hours?), research Cornell’s Human Ecology and ILR schools.
-11:50am – school ends. Go coffee with Horace and Greg? Mom probably won’t even let me T__T;
-1:00pm – get home (hopefully? most likely earlier), finish Stanford-specific essay
-3:30pm – bus for basketball game against RFH.
-7:30pm – get home, do Caltech engineering essay
WED. 12/24: Edit all essays, do Cornell-specific essays.
THURS. 12/25: Christmas woohoo, finish editing and shit, do more Cornell-specific essays.
FRI. 12/26: Finish essays, damnit.
SAT. 12/27-SUN. 12/28: Send out all college stuff.
SUN. 12/28: Watch Waterboys and Go!, read La Casa de Bernarda Alba.
MON. 12/29-TUES. 12/30: Watch Ergo Proxy. Do some homework.
WED. 12/31: Watch The Cat Returns. New Years’ Party? Yes please. Start reading Pinocchio.
If I can follow this roughly, I will win my own life. Oh please, Paco, do something for once.
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