Everyone is so awkward nowadays.
I’m really looking forward to next Thursday, when I’m going to go SHOPPING! *handflick* in the mall with Gerg and Horace. And Rose is giving us rides there.
Fashion time! lawlawlawl
And I have totally selected the pictures that are going to go in my locker. Hint: two words. No, not “Genesis lol.”
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I ended up watching Seung Ri’s manwon ne haengbok (10000 won happiness) again TT why do I fail at life.
Anyway, my class sched for next year…although I knew it already haha I win.
1 AP Italian 5
2 AP Economics
3 Gym
4 AP Physics – Keller (Lab day 1)
5 AP Statistics
6 AP Psychology – McCracken
7 AP English
8 H Spanish 4 – DeVito (YES NOT McNAMARA AWESOME)
I’m so excited for the school year to begin!!! I kind of don’t like summer sometimes because it makes me procrastinate horrendously. Which is what I’m doing right now. It also causes me to fangirl excessively, which is another form of procrastination. Speaking of which, I have not done anything productive at all since 4:30 today, when I played tennis. And I woke up at 2:30. Which means I was only working for an hour or so, considering it took me an hour to get ready to play tennis. Oh well, enough rambling.
Now to memorize the lyrics to Haru Haru or something. Or maybe I’ll write another college essay. Nah…
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I was like oh I guess I’ll just survive on two hours of sleep and go to my doctor’s appointment (I also needed to get my working papers signed), go to the mall to get some smart clothes, go play tennis, go eat at bertucci’s, and then watch a 9:45 late showing of dark knight (second time woo).
Of course that failed some time around batman appearing and fighting off the fake batmans. Like I stayed awake during dinner because I was laughing so much at Keith’s “jokes” (of course, they’re not jokes; he’s completely serious).
In other news, since XC practice was canceled, Horace came over to my house and we watched Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi. Haha because he hasn’t watched it before and I totally finished watching both Big Bang concert DVDs like 24 hours after I got them. So I didn’t feel like watching them again, nor did I feel like embarrassing myself as a huge fangirl. Which I am, so there’s no problem anyway.
Uh, yeah. So I was like completely out during 75% of dark knight. Like I woke up to random fight scenes and I was like…gwuh? Complete waste of $10.50. T__T At least Bertucci was fun time.
And the wallpapers are in some screwed up proportion because I just adjusted it to my mac background. =___= like…I think it’s whatever whatever whatever. I am totally awake.
So yes, after I fell asleep in the movie theater, I slept for thirteen hours and woke up at 2:30 pm. Whoops. Oh well, not a big deal, I just wasted like an entire day sleeping. Whatevs.
Okay now to do some homework or something.
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OH MY GOD I COMPLETELY FAIL AT LIFE.
I finished HALF of one essay. HALF. (I do know what I want to write for ALL of my essays, though…what the fuck)
I DID NOT SPEND THE PAST TWO AND A HALF HOURS MAKING BIG BANG WALLPAPERS.
I swear I have insomnia. That’s my excuse for being up at 4:30 am. That and I’m SUPPOSED to be friggin writing a COLLEGE ESSAY, but nooo I decided to change my wallpaper and I ended up making them instead. what the fuck.
but they ARE really pretty, so I’ll share them. At least, for an amateur like me (first time making wallpapers? *shrug*)
Sorry I haven’t been updating…I’ve just been so busy first with Japan and all that excitement, then with Big Bang’s mini album coming out.
I will save some space and fangirl only for about 200 words.
Big Bang has outdone themselves once again; I didn’t expect their mini-album to be so fresh. Although I had a dream fear that they would just remix Lie, they came out with 하루 하루. I like it better than Lies (which was OKAY imo), and the lyrics/MV made me cry are so sad. OH MY FRIEND also wins at introducing a whole new genre to Korean boy band music. Stand Up is my favorite intro song. The song Heaven is so addicting, and LADY and Good Man make me laugh because they’re so cute.
Also got the Big Bang birthday stuff from Horace and I have opened every cd. Hahaha their CD/DVD covers are so trippy; they’re not like…normal cases xD. I’ve watched SO MUCH BB youtube vids these past two days that I haven’t done any work…at all. Oh well. G-Dragon definitely got hotter with his mohawk. I am ecstatic that TOP went back to his short hair style…and he looks amazing in vest + t-shirt. I have become re-obsessed with G-Ri, because it is adorable and G-Dragon is a bully. TOP is still number one; he wins all with his bad boy/adorkable kid looks. Geez, Big Bang is AWESOME.
Okay now that that’s over with…(exactly 200 words? I think so) I should get started on my college essays. Hahahahhaha. But I must. Although I do have a doctor checkup thing tomorrow (haven’t done one in two years whoops). In any case, went to Horace’s house on Mondaaaaay to watch the meteor shower (2 am woo) and it was AMAZING!!!!!
Gerg came over like an hour before we left for Horace’s and we just like…chilled while he nagged me about looking at some of my doujinshi. Maybe some other time, Greg…hahaha I’m surprised I still hold out on not giving Greg any of the yaoi I read because he already knows that I’m not normal T__T
I am continuing to lose weight! Which is good. Although today I ate quite a bit for dinner; I basically just binged on bagel bites and taquitos and chips…because the day before I didn’t eat dinner. Haha I only ate a muffin at Horace’s house and like ice cream. woot. Not healthy, but…what am I supposed to do? Pageant’s in three days.
Yeah so ANYWAY went to Horace’s house and basically hung out with everyone on the planet (not really because I am jk), and sleeping in a tent in a friend’s backyard is so exciting yet so lame at the same time. xD In any case, I only had two hours of sleep because we stopped looking at the meteor shower around 4am and I just like…woke up at 6 for no reason. Oh well; I got to talk to Horace (in very hushed voices because everyone else was sleeping) for like an hour, which was fun.
Borrowed Lust, Caution from Horace’s mom (lawlawlawlawl)…it’s pretty NSFW (not safe for work), but since it’s something by Li Anchi, I kind of have to watch it. Uhhh I will wait until I am not doing anything. Which will probably be Friday or something.
Tennis hasn’t been going too well, but at least I’ve held out (my serve is good enough so I win points by that). I mean people are just assuming it’s ’cause I haven’t played tennis/have severe case of senioritis (which I do), so I can play however I want. And yet I still recollect what Nenad said, which is good. I just have to relax, swing slow to fast, swing away from me in a circle, move my feet, and make sure my contact point is correct. It sounds easy, but I still have to concentrate on more than one vague objective at a time. OH WELL.
I also uploaded a crazy amount of BB and WG and SHINee stuff to my iPod because I have nothing else to do with my life. Seriously, that’s what I’ve been doing instead of…reading all those summer reading books and doing all those college essays.
Hm. Pageant in three days. Should get working on that. I also have Singles tryouts when I get back (…SHIT), which means that I need to remember how to play tennis. That will be…fun times. NOT. T__T Actually I’m almost back to where I was; I have to get more confidence and RELAX. They’re only Holmdel, GEEZ. Need to be a starter like whoa. Maybe tomorrow I can play like an hour of tennis with Rose? It helps a little bit; I just need to rally with someone so I can get the feel of like…hitting shots with different speeds and moving my feet and stuff. Wow why do I suck at life; how did I even get myself stuck in this situation? I feel like this is the time and regret that I spent all of my summer in California trying to get my forehand back and losing my confidence and skill in the progress. And I didn’t even get my forehand back.
Well enough angst about my tennis (何どかなるって), looking forward to doing some work starting…now.
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